Can some one PLEASE translate this for me? (I think it's Finnish)?

God, I really really hate life, that I am now. I hate the people around me. I hate it when people around you will become so fake and it is a facade. I seriously can not be self-trust anyone. my family! my friends! pastors! pastoral leaders! Argh, this is insane! why they treat me like a kind of spare, why they treat me like a second-cl friends. why are they lying to me? why someone as if they are good friends to me? I hate it, God, I hate this kind of lifestyle. I hate it when my friends, so many friends who do not even call me when they go out. so much for siblings, as they always do things together and left me out all the time. they think they do, but they don'r understand it. I want to get out of this place. I hate my job. I hate it when no one can hear my views. I hate it when the same person makes the same salary or even more than I do, but not less than what I am doing. I hate it when he yells at me. I hate it when he shows favoritism. I hate it when all of this injustice befalls me.